Hope you all like these Christmas pictures :] Christmas is my favorite holiday! I love getting together with my family with some great home cooked meals! Merry Christmas to all, & to all a good night ;]

^My poor car 2 years ago in the blizzard at school^

^My favorite^ :]

Have a great Christmas!!! <3

1. It’s easier to forgive than forget. I may have forgiven you but I’ll never forget what you did to me.

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2. I’m trying not to worry that you may like someone else but I can’t help it. I like you that much.

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3. One kiss. That’s all I wanted. Now I’m hooked on you.

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4. Our hearts sync as one as I kiss your lips. Your arms around me and I feel like your whole world.

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^My dream car :]^

5. I had no idea what love was until you showed up in my life. Now I can’t picture love without you in my life.

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6. You drive me crazy. You make me want to scream. I can’t stand you and yet I can’t stop thinking about you.

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7. I could live without money. I could live without the fame, and if every day was sunny, I could live without the rain. If I ever went up to heaven, I would fall right back down. Life wouldn’t be living b/c you’re the one I can’t live without.

8. You’re right by my side and yet I feel like you’re so far away from my heart.

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9. You think I’m pretty without any makeup on. You think I’m funny when I tell the punch line wrong. I know you get me so I let my walls come down.

10. You know you love someone when your mind won’t let you forget about them.

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Hope everyone had a great weekend :] I'm loving that Christmas is almost here!!! maybe I'll do a special post closer to Christmas! we'll see :] 

As I'm sitting here by myself while trying to write a paper, which isn't going very far, I've started worrying about a lot of things. There are so many things going on in my life right now and I'm getting stressed out. What happened to the times when I was a little kid and all I had to worry about was not getting into trouble? I miss being young. I just realized that my life is going to change completely in just a few months. This semester is almost over with only about a month left then it'll be Christmas break. After that, I'll only have one semester of college left. One. I'm freaking out. Here's my list of worries.

1. Graduating with a good enough G.P.A. I know 3.01 isn't bad but I want a GPA that I can look at and be proud of myself. I'm not completely satisfied with what it is at now. Granted, my classes are extremely hard with being a finance major from speculative markets to money&banking. It isn't easy A stuff. More like "I hope I can pass" classes.

2. Finding a decent job after college. I'm so worried that because of the economy, no one will want to hire me. I mean, I do have a job at home but it's a minimum wage job. Not where I want to be after college but I might have to be.

3. Finding my own apartment. Extremely worried about being on my own. Will I be able to handle it? Can I be on my own? not really sure at the moment. And where will I live? who knows? I'm not even close to knowing.

4. Leaving my friends. I have made so many great friends at ISU just this semester and I don't want to leave them. They are great. It's sad leaving great friends behind. 

5. Having my best friends leaving and they live far away from me. I'm worried that we won't be as close after college because we're all going to be starting our lives that we'll be too busy to visit each other. I don't want to lose them. ever.

6. Being stuck in my hometown. I'm so attached to my family that I'm hoping I don't feel the need to stay in Shelbyville. I like it and all but I need to branch out. I can't be stuck in my hometown forever.

Being who I am, I tend to worry about things all the time. That's what I inherited from my mom's side of the family. Great, right? I am constantly worrying about my future and how it's going to turn out. Well, since I got my worries out there, I'll leave it at that. I needed to type a blog to get this off my chest.

cutee..I miss my doggies :/

1. I love you. Isn't that enough?

2. Her: I'm not perfect

   Him: You're perfect in my eyes.

3. "Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you."

4. If all you care about is yourself, then don't even bother with the small talk. Just leave.

5. I'd swim the ocean for you...just kidding, there are sharks in there!

6. My life used to revolve around you. Now I just realized that I love myself more than you.

7. All I know is that I was enchanted to meet you.

8. Dear Taylor Swift: Thank you for writing many songs that I can relate to my life. Keep up the good work. 

9. As you hold me close, I feel your heartbeat against my skin and I want to hold you forever just like this.

10. Who knows if we'll be closer than this but let's live in the moment and not care about the future. Whatever happens, happens.

1. When you look back on all we had, I hope it makes you smile and not regret what we had.

2. People say my life looks so easy but obviously they haven’t walked in my shoes for one day.

3. I want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world. Like I’m the only one that you’ve ever loved. Like I’m the only one that knows your heart.

4. A day without you is like a year without rain.

5. When I'm around him, I can't breathe. And when I'm not around him, I miss the feeling of air escaping my lungs.

6. Your hand fits perfectly with mine. We fit as perfect as the last piece of the puzzle.

7. You show you care but the tone in your voice sounds like you couldn’t care less.

8. Put your arms around me and hold me tight. Please never let go.

9. Where is your heart? Cause I don't really feel you.

10. Would you care if I walked away and never came back? Would you even notice?